vague figure with lines

One of my earlier attempts of obfuscating or adding some sort of filter/layer in my drawing. I guess as a youngster i found the truth (any truth) hard to discern.

I was always doubting my own opinions to the point where that was the starting point of pondering: "I guess i am somewhat wrong, but how wrong? Where did i take a wrong turn?"

Related items are all made within the same years, before 2000.